talk 30 - deception masking

For a normal person leading a normal life the outer world can be pretty harsh. We always try to seek attention. To make a name for ourselves. We pursue happiness as we go around in life. It's what society expects us to be like and makes it sound the most ideal thing in the world but the actual truth is entirely something else. Something that you can never realize unless you are in the position where you had been pushed into against your own will. While you may seem to enjoy the limelight and feel like you have achieved what seemed to be a dream for you. the actual plot starts unfolding behind your back without you even having a hint and by the time you realize it. It might be too late.

Life for me has always been ordinary and simple. I am the kind of guy who would go out of  his way to help others. I was rather proud of this but now it seems like a curse because people are not all the same and with so much of movies revolving around us, everyone one is in some or the other way a potential actor trying to be someone they are not. Displaying emotions that don't exist and conveying words they never really mean. The problem being, even though I know all about it. Even though i am constantly reminded about how bad humans can be. How ruthless and cruel humanity. I tend to ignore it. To see a better. To believe in the fact that not all are the same and yet i am constantly betrayed. The bad quality would be that i never learn from this. Not giving up can be sometimes a very harmful thing and yet that's exactly what i do. I don't give up on people. I believe and believe no matter what. Don't be like me.

It's the human nature to be selfish. To be driven by their own desires more than anything else. To talk back about things they don't understand and to spread rumors about stuff they don't really like. While it is impossible to not be part of all this. We can try to minimize it. To stay away as best as we can and ignore wherever we can. That's another way of saying, "cast your humanity away" but the thing we need to understand is that the thing we call as humanity. What exactly is it and how is it related to our thought process. On whom is it applicable and when must we use it.

Humanity can change your life either for the best or the worst but casting it away would change it for the best in  the long run. We have to learn to give up sometimes. Because no matter how much faith we have and no matter what we think about other's. It isn't necessary that the other person would be exactly the same as we imagined and in most cases they are not. The thing is no matter how smart or clever you might be, there's always someone who's better.